Are ready for.....

Well well, more of endless lists of resolutions. Sad to say I never went through with most of my 2009 ones. I told my self I was gonna shop less and save more. Unlike my "perfectly, disciplined, non shopping friends" I couldn't go through with it. I am a SuCkEr for nice things! Big and small, clothes or gifts! I got absolutely go all out when I am shopping. I never settle for less, I'm sorry ok! If people are thinking "Oh my gosh, she is so reckless" while reading this then kiss my black chipped nail polished foot! Coz that's the way I is! Ok now that I have let you have a mild dose of my mini tantrums, I'll let u in on some of the things I had made resolutions for 2010

• To not make too many promises at once

Maybe I am the only one in the world that's stupid enough, and a big people pleaser, that I make 85 promises to 85 different people scheduled at the same time on the same day! I hate myself for that!! No, seriously people. Let me tell you about how pathetic I made someone elses Christmas become..

It was a beautiful day on the 24th of Dec in 2009. I was walking with Mr. Boyfriend...*sigh* and then his friend since they were kids, appeared from a nearby corner. He said he was gonna make Christmas dinner and it was gonna be me and mr. man and him and his girl. Just the four of us.

I say to him nah we can make it dude we are definitely coming! But on Christmas day I was hosting a braai at my house (note he didn't know this), all expenses on me (don't talk to me about the January disease please). So i was thinking to myself how i was gonna work this, I had more than 25 people coming at house (tiny apartment God forbid!) and they were suppose to be all gone by 5 then the dinner was gonna be at 6, right so I had this planned right? Wrong! People only started leaving after 7. Yah you guessed it. I didn't go to the dinner or worse yet, "we" didn't go! And i was too much a chicken to even call and apologise.

Lets just say things are still a bit tense. That's just one of the million things I make endless promises for just by the way. NOT a good move!

• To be a good girlfriend

I am a good loving girlfriend! I am! Now leave me alone!

• To eat less

Now listen to me carefully, this is not a promise. I Lurrrrrvvv me food. But I know its not healthy. And me being the not so active person I am (sleeping being the 2nd hobby after food) doesn't help. I really need to cut down on those Spur Buffalo Wings....*drool*, KFC Hawaiian burgers...., its gonna be hard. But hey I gotta look fab for my girls wedding in October. Denise you owe me BIG time dude!

• To work harder

I don't like the fact that i can easily get comfortable! I need to pull up me socks and not take the job I love so much for granted! And I need to get into college fast!!

Last but not least, the best one...

• To grow closer to God

He has been awfully good to me and honestly I think sometimes as human beings we don't recognise the small wonderful things He has placed in our lives. I love Him, I truly do. Lord, do as You please with me. I offer myself as a living sacrifice this year. May all that I do be soaked in Your magnificent blessings...