So just a few minutes ago...

...I tripped in front of my MD and almost fell face flat. And the only thing I could murmur was "i'm ok.." *_*. He acted like he didnt see anything...

Argghhh

xxx

And also...

We almost broke up on Valentines. It was the worst. We were supposed to go out and on our way we had a silly fight and we didnt speak for the whole day...

Talk about a terrible weekend I tell you. Vimbz you were right, "bad habits are hard to break".

I sulked so much it was pathetic. And he evn mentioned how he hates Valentines now coz we always seem to fight around that time ALL the time. We got back to his house and this is how the conversation went:

Boy: Babe I am sorry for messing up your day

Me: *cricket sound*

Boy: Come sit with me....please

Me: (shoulders crossed, face serious, dragging my feet towards him, sit next to him)

Boy: (kisses my forehead (it always gets me!) the whispers in my ear) I love you baby...so much

Me: *cricket sound but with a smirk on my face*

I eventually sleep in his arms for like 30 mins and I only apologised later that evening. And well, yet another valentine thats never gone the way its suppose to.

I officially dont look forward to Val from now on!

I still hate Mondays...

Sooooo...

I woke up, late, to find that my bathroom was flooded with water. The girls did their washing yesterday (lots of it!) and they "cleverly" put some wet clothes in one of those washing baskets that have holes on them. And they "thoughtfully" put it on the floor only to create a wonderful mess.

I woke up and with my eyes fully closed, made my way to the bathroom, feeling my path the whole way there. And then I tried to switch the light on. Flick...flick....flick, flick,flick!! Stupid! Your eyes are closed, then I laughed at my self and opened them all the time hoping to see light & I thought "Oh freaking hell, the light is out!!" As I stepped in, my toes sunk in the water that was gracing my bathroom floor. I said oh freaking hell!! Not freaking plumbing freaking problems again! Before I could step in again, I decided to switch the kitchen light and the dining room light on. And Lo' behold, all the lights were not working!

I screamed for the girls to wake up and remove the mess they had after all made and they had to prepare for school anyway. So I sat in the dark bedroom, coz I don't have candles, and waited for them to finish so that I can wash my face, and....there wasn't any water! I promise today was born to be bad. Good thing it was the whole area that didn't have water and lights not just me...but that doesn't make it ok! And anyway I was late!ARGGHHHH, so I hustled for some drops of water from the kettle, and there was just enough for my face.

We were all grumpy in the house. No one spoke to anyone till I left then I heard one of the girls say under their breath before I opened the door "bye". And my response was "yah". Now when I answer a greeting or any question by saying "yah" then you know hell is breaking loose in my head! So I left the house.

....without a jersey and I was freezing as I was walking towards my transport. I kicked myself. I wasn't gonna go back, I had already come so far (5 steps from the house). So I walked.

But then it dawned upon me that yes indeed Monday did start out horrible! It did. But does it have to end that way? I guess its my choice right. I don't think I will let my whole day be messed coz of me not bathing (I did wipe), and me choosing the wrong outfit (coz I couldn't see in the dark).

I WILL have a good day! And maybe someday I can actually learn to love me Mondays... lets work with this one for now.

I have decided on what to get him...

I am buying a mug and writting him a poem! Easy peasy!
Enjoy your Valentine's Weekend

xxx

Valentines is coming up...

...and I am dead broke!

I don't know what to do. I promise I didn't spend too much this month, God is my witness. I really wanted to get him this other Timberland boot he really needed I actually mean "wanted". Those things are gonna leave a hole in my pocket. I think I will buy them for his birthday in March. I mean then I can combine the birthday and valentine gift together, yes? Maybe not. *sigh*

I was thinking....nah let me not. (yeh exactly what you are thinking, good idea but..)

I want a cheap good idea that doesn't involve money. Flip! This is gonna be harder than I thought. I know he is getting me something and I am gonna feel bad not giving him anything unless I consider something which is what I really don't wanna end having to consider...Argh!

Ok, so my man and I have dated for two complicated years and known each other for 3. We dated in 2007 broke up in 2008 and dated again in 2009 till to date. What happened is a long sad story which i will probably speak about in another post. So, neh, during the times we dated we always seemed to break up (you know the small fights and then the girl screams "its over" then the break up lasts for two days then we kiss and make up?) around our birthdays and valentines. so we never really bought each other gifts around those times coz there was no need to.

Now there is no sign of us breaking up for Valentines! What do I do coz it had become tradition to break up during special days. Maybe he has forgotten.. Do I remind him?.. lol. Hint for a small break when the 13 of Feb hits!

What do ya'll have planned? Maybe I can steal from your ideas or maybe one of ya'll can steal from mine, breaking up is easy! Just kiddin :)

Things, Thoughts and other Things

Well now the tooth has been removed. Been 2 weeks already. Its way better but I was taking some crazy bum pain killers (love the stuff, it makes me feel high). And i had stitches on the hole (wisdon tooth). Yes stitches! The doc said the hole was too big she had to put 6 stitches. Painfull? Yes. Had to sit in the queue to see the dentist for a good 4 hours. Mr. Boyfriend skipped work to take me there. Now thats a good man. While waiting there was a girl my age that went in and she was screaming like no man's business. I freaked out and I wanted to poop in my skirt coz I was scared it was gonna hurt. When she got out she was still screaming and I told boyfriend "Please dont let them kill me! They gonna kill me! Why are you letting them kill me?!" He assured me evrything was gonna be ok, and well he was right. I didnt even flinch *applause*. I am very scared of pain. Call me chicken.



I got a puppy. A chihauhua (awwwwwwwww). She is so cute and so small. She is a "Tea-cup Chihuahua" I love her to bits and so do the girls (my sister and my baby girl). We named her Vanilla. Why? Coz we wanted too?! We wrote down a number of names and we picked them out of the hat. The original one we picked up was "Missy", the girls liked that one but since I didnt like that one, we repicked the names and missy came out first again. Sooooo, since I am the oldest I decided to manupilate the situation and we chose Vanilla. It suits her, and its a unique name. Everyone is in love with her (friends and all o' em). Flip! still have to potty train her though!! This is not her but she looks something like this but she a bit bigger. She is cute , even though cleaning up the poo sucks


I honestly have been considering losing weight but with people around me that love their food its a bit too hard to do. The only exercise I get is walking to my "pick-up-place" to go to work, which is 10min away from where i stay and going up the stairs at work. And besides healthy food doesnt taste nice. Well unless Jamie Oliver cooks it. I dont know what I am gonna do. Im a size 36... Yes I would love to be a 30 and my friend's wedding is in October. ARGHH. I dont have time to go to the gym. There is just so many other things to do. Ok we will talk about this weight thing another time, let me finish this slice of cheese cake first.



So, I really like Corinne Bailey Rae. I love the soulfullness of her music and she has beautiful voice. I am still listening to an old album, her first self titled album, that I could never get enough of. She is a beautiful young lady and I REALLLY love her music. She rocks left, right and center. Love her, love her, love her!
She is 31. She got married at 22 and her husband, Jason Rae, died when she was 28. He had taken an overdose of drugs so yah. She became a widow at a very young age, tjo!
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Anyway heres to Monday again. I am praying for an awesome week and wish ya'll the same

Zino! (Tooth Ache)

ARGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!

My wisdom tooth is KILLING me!!!!!!!! Thing is I swallowed a filling last year. Now understand me when I say I have had this filling since I was 6 or 7? Ok, 14 years later this filling must have gotten tired of all the cadburys, mazadzadama, kendi keke, scrumcious cheese cake (yum...flip I am on a diet) and all the divine comfort food you can think of. Now its corroding. I dont know why i left it for so long!


Now I am in a good amount of pain.


I want the dentist and I want him now! On Saturday evening, myself, mr. boyfriend and my two teenage girls where preparing to go for some KFC (my diet only started today if you were wondering) and I was starving so i decided to chow on some bread before hitting the road. Good old tea nechingwa chine majarini. So I took a grown woman size bite and sipped on the tea. In my head it happened in slow motion. I chewed once...twice....then on the third chew, the bread did a summersault in my mouth and landed on my already rotting hole. I felt pain at its intensity and I cried out so loud mr. boyfriend took a while to get to me. And the fact that he took his freaking time made me cry much louder!


Poor guy didnt know what to say. There is a big chance the neighbours could have heard me coz I screamed and then I cried like what those women do at Zim funerals. Maiweeeeeee!


What a good start to my diet, now I cant eat anything at all!

But hey we did go to KFC after all and yes I had streetwise two! I wasnt gonna let a stupid tooth get in the way of my cravings. I chewed with one side but today, eissssh, today I cant even drink water without cringing.


Stupid tooth.